my dear amani my heart is heavy as i m writing these words i m plagued by
My dear Amani,
My heart is heavy as I’m writing these words, I’m plagued by conflicting emotions, how could you have done that? The thought of you choosing a path that would threaten my emotions for you fills me with seething rage that threatens to consume me.
And yet the memories of our past days, the laughter and joy, are like a beacon of hope in this dark world, I cling to them with every fiber of my being, because they remind me of the bond we once shared.
My life has been ripped from me, my thoughts and my wellness has been torn from my grasp by you, now I’m a lost soul in the endless universe. The darkness that consumes me is changing my existence to a void.
Even still, I will protect and love you with all I am, because I know that is what makes me different from the evil that lurks in the shadows. I am learning to live with this weight above my shoulders, accept the way life goes and most importantly I am learning to love myself
I may never forgive you for what you did, but the love that once existed between us will always hold a place in my heart.
Yours always,
Aymen.