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December 15, 1692
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To my best friend,
Hey, it's me, Gene. It's been exactly six months since you have died, and I miss you. I miss your smile, your laugh, the way your brow would furrow when we wrestled, everything. I miss all of you. Even though you've died, I decided that I needed to get something off my chest, and since I can no longer do it in person, I decided to write it. Anyway, here goes everything.
I have feelings for you. And I'm not trying to sound like a girl here but I have felt like this ever since I first laid my eyes on you. I don't know why, or how, but I just do. And it's not like I wanted to either. I wanted to only think of you as a friend. I tried so hard, too hard, and ended up hurting you, just because I wasn't man enough to face my feelings. I tried everything. Hell, I dated at least 15 girls just that first year we met, trying to make my feelings towards you disappear. But it didn't work, it never did and never will.
I never forgave myself for what I did to you, God knows I probably never will. But I need to accept the truth. It's because of my denial towards these feelings that you're gone. It's because I wasn't man enough to tell you how I felt, because I decided that taking my anger on you for making me feel all bubbly inside was right, because instead of telling you I love you, I decided that I would make you fall from that tree. I decided to hurt you. Because of all of that, I will never forgive myself. I realize now, when it's too late, that telling you would've been the right choice.
You were my best friend, you still are, and I will never forget you.
I love you.
Your Friend,
Gene Forrester
To my best friend,
Hey, it's me, Gene It's been exactly six months since you have died, and I miss you I miss your smile, your laugh, the way your brow would furrow when we wrestled, everything I miss all of you Even though you've died, I decided that I needed to get something off my chest, and since I can no longer do it in person, I decided to write it Anyway, here goes everything
I have feelings for you And I'm not trying to sound like a girl here but I have felt like this ever since I first laid my eyes on you I don't know why, or how, but I just do And it's not like I wanted to either I wanted to only think of you as a friend I tried so hard, too hard, and ended up hurting you, just because I wasn't man enough to face my feelings I tried everything Hell, I dated at least 15 girls just that first year we met, trying to make my feelings towards you disappear But it didn't work, it never did and never will
I never forgave myself for what I did to you, God knows I probably never will But I need to accept the truth It's because of my denial towards these feelings that you're gone It's because I wasn't man enough to tell you how I felt, because I decided that taking my anger on you for making me feel all bubbly inside was right, because instead of telling you I love you, I decided that I would make you fall from that tree I decided to hurt you Because of all of that, I will never forgive myself I realize now, when it's too late, that telling you would've been the right choice
You were my best friend, you still are, and I will never forget you
I love you
Your Friend,
Gene Forrester
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