Mustafa, honestly I am not very good with words with words and this is the first time I am writing a letter for a boy. When we first met, I didnt knew you would turn out to be such a important person in my life. Is the word 'important' enough here? Definately no. I am so grateful for you, your texts, you always being a helping hand and your presence in general. I love you, I simply, plainly just love you. Can you imagine walking in a garden full of thousands of dandelions and having to choose on of your favourite? Well I can, in a world of thousands of people I would choose you thousand times over and over again until eternity reaches an end. I wish nothing for you but happiness. If theres anyone I can trust with literally anything, that would be Mustafa. You are one of those people who taught me how to love unconditionally and understand. Sometimes you tell me you dont feel loved and every single time I question the universe because you dont deserve it. You deserve every bit of love in this universe. I am looking forward to everything, literally everything just with you and you only. I promise to be there for you at your worst too. I have defended you in rooms you never enetered and I will definately continue to do so until my very last breath. You know why? Because I fucking love you to the moon and back and at this point, I trust you so much that If I were to give my life for you, I wouldn't hesitate. I may not show this but whenever you write me something good, I re read it alot of times and you always leave a laugh at my face. Also I want you to know you are one of the prettiest people I know, like literally you are so beautiful there stands no comparison. When we get all old and grey, i'd still like to catch up with you near a pretty blue river, where we watch the sky together, and be happy that we finally made it and I hope we do. Whenever you get mad at me, theres a pain in my heart, I am not lying literally and I feel like I wouldnt be able to survive. You make me happy and you make me feel loved. I'll always remember the times you sent me memes, write letters for me, we discuss acedemics together, we discuss life problems, you making dumb jokes and trying to roast me, you being worried about me and you bringing me chocolates while I was on my period and you just unconditionally loving me in general. I just wish you always stay happy in your life, no matter what happens. I wish you never cry, I cant take any single tear falling from your pretty face. Look I am not a very perfect person but you make me feel perfect in every possible way and I love it, I love everything you do for me. Please dont get mad at me, my affection for you will never lessen like the gravity in black hole haha. I am so dumb but you are dumber and in fact I love dumb people like you. I compare the people I like to the moon but you cant be because you know what I say the moon has imperfections and you dont have any. I am blind to any imperfection. This blindless cant be cured by anything. I wish I could meet you, look into your eyes and finally say that I missed you mustafa. Every day, every night would be meaningless without a gem like you. You know the feeling when you just wanna hug someone but you cant, while writing this I am going through that. I apologize for every bit of sadness I have given you, I was a idiot to let someone like a prince cry. I was thinking that even though I am not very good with cooking but for you when we go to university, I would cook every week. You are the only one that believes in me and I want you to know that I would always believe in you too no matter what happens and you come to me and say mahrukh i think the earth is flat, I would believe you not even kidding. During exams when you answered me during seconds, I used to feel so important and you know what I could have never survived. You know what when I met you at the internship, the day you brought me chocolates my belief in gentlemen still exists was back, I have never seen a more pure guy then you, you are blessed indeed. Theres a reason why everyone loves you because you are literally the best of all. Look I know our plans get cancelled but I swear upon my life that its not intentional, plrase I would give my life to make you believe in that. How can I ignore you? How can I not meet my happiness? When I get bigger and I have money, I swear I will buy you flowers every Friday, peel your oranges for you, gaze at the sky with you, go to pretty dates in paris and wear pretty dresses together. When you smile because of me, a part of me feels completed, I feel happy that I could make such beautiful people happy. You have a golden heart and trust me you will go very far in life. A very happy birthday to you mustafa. I wish you stay the same. I'll always keep loving you to the moon and back. How can I love any guy like I love you? How can I ever destroy myself by forgetting you? You are my soul now, and when soul leaves it does not leave without pain. I promise, at my deathbed when you call me, i'll answer you and solve your problems still. You will always have me. Always and forever. Happy birthday Lots of love, Your Lahav (and yes, I would mention you in reels, I will long to talk to you, I'll make you something to eat, i'll give you medicine so that none of you fantasies remain fantasies)

Mustafa, honestly I am not very good with words with words and this is the first time I am writing a letter for a boy. When we first met, I didnt knew you would turn out to be such a important person in my life. Is the word 'important' enough here? Definately no. I am so grateful for you, your texts, you always being a helping hand and your presence in general. I love you, I simply, plainly just love you. Can you imagine walking in a garden full of thousands of dandelions and having to choose on of your favourite? Well I can, in a world of thousands of people I would choose you thousand times over and over again until eternity reaches an end. I wish nothing for you but happiness. If theres anyone I can trust with literally anything, that would be Mustafa. You are one of those people who taught me how to love unconditionally and understand. Sometimes you tell me you dont feel loved and every single time I question the universe because you dont deserve it. You deserve every bit of love in this universe. I am looking forward to everything, literally everything just with you and you only. I promise to be there for you at your worst too. I have defended you in rooms you never enetered and I will definately continue to do so until my very last breath. You know why? Because I fucking love you to the moon and back and at this point, I trust you so much that If I were to give my life for you, I wouldn't hesitate. I may not show this but whenever you write me something good, I re read it alot of times and you always leave a laugh at my face. Also I want you to know you are one of the prettiest people I know, like literally you are so beautiful there stands no comparison. When we get all old and grey, i'd still like to catch up with you near a pretty blue river, where we watch the sky together, and be happy that we finally made it and I hope we do. Whenever you get mad at me, theres a pain in my heart, I am not lying literally and I feel like I wouldnt be able to survive. You make me happy and you make me feel loved. I'll always remember the times you sent me memes, write letters for me, we discuss acedemics together, we discuss life problems, you making dumb jokes and trying to roast me, you being worried about me and you bringing me chocolates while I was on my period and you just unconditionally loving me in general. I just wish you always stay happy in your life, no matter what happens. I wish you never cry, I cant take any single tear falling from your pretty face. Look I am not a very perfect person but you make me feel perfect in every possible way and I love it, I love everything you do for me. Please dont get mad at me, my affection for you will never lessen like the gravity in black hole haha. I am so dumb but you are dumber and in fact I love dumb people like you. I compare the people I like to the moon but you cant be because you know what I say the moon has imperfections and you dont have any. I am blind to any imperfection. This blindless cant be cured by anything. I wish I could meet you, look into your eyes and finally say that I missed you mustafa. Every day, every night would be meaningless without a gem like you. You know the feeling when you just wanna hug someone but you cant, while writing this I am going through that. I apologize for every bit of sadness I have given you, I was a idiot to let someone like a prince cry. I was thinking that even though I am not very good with cooking but for you when we go to university, I would cook every week. You are the only one that believes in me and I want you to know that I would always believe in you too no matter what happens and you come to me and say mahrukh i think the earth is flat, I would believe you not even kidding. During exams when you answered me during seconds, I used to feel so important and you know what I could have never survived. You know what when I met you at the internship, the day you brought me chocolates my belief in gentlemen still exists was back, I have never seen a more pure guy then you, you are blessed indeed. Theres a reason why everyone loves you because you are literally the best of all. Look I know our plans get cancelled but I swear upon my life that its not intentional, plrase I would give my life to make you believe in that. How can I ignore you? How can I not meet my happiness? When I get bigger and I have money, I swear I will buy you flowers every Friday, peel your oranges for you, gaze at the sky with you, go to pretty dates in paris and wear pretty dresses together. When you smile because of me, a part of me feels completed, I feel happy that I could make such beautiful people happy. You have a golden heart and trust me you will go very far in life. A very happy birthday to you mustafa. I wish you stay the same. I'll always keep loving you to the moon and back. How can I love any guy like I love you? How can I ever destroy myself by forgetting you? You are my soul now, and when soul leaves it does not leave without pain. I promise, at my deathbed when you call me, i'll answer you and solve your problems still. You will always have me. Always and forever. Happy birthday Lots of love, Your Lahav (and yes, I would mention you in reels, I will long to talk to you, I'll make you something to eat, i'll give you medicine so that none of you fantasies remain fantasies)

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