to my dearest john if you have not yet noticed i have decided to leave town it was in
To my dearest John,
If you have not yet noticed, I have decided to leave town. It was in the best interest to do so.
If I can not have you then I do not want to be around you anymore. I gave you everything yet you still yearned for Elizabeth. That woman was no good for you, yet you failed to recognize that. I told you "<u>Give me a word,John. A soft word.</u>" You chose you shut me down. I only accused your wife because it was my attempt to get your attention and love back. Our love was different than others you made me feel safe and I thought if Elizabeth was gone then you would finally see that we were meant to be. "<u>John-I am waitin' for you every night" </u>but night after night I waited and in the end I was broken. I left because it was heartwrenching to watch you lust over her. You said to me "<u>Abby,I never give you hope to wait for me"</u> but John you gave me hope by loving on me. Losing you will always be the hardest thing to live with for I hope you bave a good life John Proctor. I will love you always.
Sincerely,
Abigail Williams
