My dearest friend Toloya

I am going through a lot of things at home. My family is practically falling apart and I felt I needed some support and I have been taking out anger and hurt on those closest to me. I feel terrible that I made you feel like a bad friend. You haven't been talking to me and you have other friends I felt like I could never compete with people you have known far longer and I was just trying to get rid of the hurt before i experienced it. I have been alone for the longest and I don't know how to socialize properly. I just felt so alone till you became my friend and I thought it would be easier to just get rid of everyone so I stop feeling pain. I really need you to stay because i hate being alone this is the darkest time of my life and i can't help feeling selfish. this letter is to ask for forgiveness for being erratic and weird. You're my only friend and I don't want to lose you.
sincerely
Simone

My dearest friend Toloya

I am going through a lot of things at home. My family is practically falling apart and I felt I needed some support and I have been taking out anger and hurt on those closest to me. I feel terrible that I made you feel like a bad friend. You haven't been talking to me and you have other friends I felt like I could never compete with people you have known far longer and I was just trying to get rid of the hurt before i experienced it. I have been alone for the longest and I don't know how to socialize properly. I just felt so alone till you became my friend and I thought it would be easier to just get rid of everyone so I stop feeling pain. I really need you to stay because i hate being alone this is the darkest time of my life and i can't help feeling selfish. this letter is to ask for forgiveness for being erratic and weird. You're my only friend and I don't want to lose you.
sincerely
Simone

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