Hiiii hania,
I just wanted to write this small message to talk about alot of things. Some things may be cringe aur grammatical mistakes bhi hongi lekin just read okay. Sabse pehle toh I wanted to tell you how proud I’m of you for making it through this year. I know this year is forsure the worst you’ve had in your life uptill now and I just want to let you know how proud I’m that you made it till the end. I know I haven’t seen probably any pain that you’ve gone through but I can only imagine, and that imagination is the thing that makes me realise how strong you are. How strong you’ve been, how sensitive but strong you are at the same time. So if nobody’s told you this month, this week, or this day I’m letting you know that I’m extremely proud. I know hume ik dusre ko jante hue itna time nhi hua but hania jabse jaana I still remember from the third day of markhors den jab raat ko apka dm aya tha asking if I was okay with you tagging me in that short 2 3 second story tabse abhi tak I’ve honestly been the happiest is pure saal and I can confidently say it’s all your magic. From all the deep talks to getting high on nothing and just laughing the whole night to randomly flirting or jo bhi all of it has been an unreal and magical fairytale if I’m being honest. Like I think in only under 4 months you hania tanveer have literally entered my life and changed it (for the better). From the way I used to think about certain things, to my insecurities to generally just enlightenment from the knowledge you have, you have made me a better version of myself and I can’t thank you enough for that. I want you to know that I really appreciate you. I appreciate all the times you’ve been there, all the times you’ve cheered me up, and everything you’ve done for me. You may be wondering ke mene itna kya karliya but believe me you’ve done alot. Aj kal ke zamane me aise log mushkilo se milte hain. Like bc bande me ik 2 red flags miljate hain lekin I haven’t been able to see any in you. All I see in you is this beautiful pure person on the inside and out. I’ll probably send you this message at the time of new years so I just wanted to let you know that I hope and pray that this new year is filled with joy, happiness, peace, and behtari for you, for your family, and everybody your close with. Starting this new year with you honestly makes me excited for all of the memories that are about to come our way. I’m also going to be here for you in any sort of way that you need me, whether it be panic attacks or just general mood dump, I’m here for all of it the good days and the bad. End pe bas ye kehna chahoonga ke thank you for everything. Thank you for all the things I mentioned above and just generally entering my life. I know I’m probably pouring my heart out writing this message aur kaafi lamba hoga lekin fuck it yaar kabhi kabhi hota hai aisa karne do. You were the most beautiful part of last year; you will be the most beautiful part of this year as well, and I want to start the first moment of this year with you. Is message ko me end karna chahoonga with a poem that I wrote which is v bad but mehnat lagi thi ok bcs itna talented nhi hun but yes. Goodbye ranno and have an amazing and blessed 2024.

Dil hai nadaan,
Mujhe hua kya akhir,
Tujhe dekhte dekhte,
Meri sansein upar neeche,
Is dill ke tukron ka nasb
Teri ankhon ke peeche


Subha ka pehla khayaal,
Raaton ka akhiri,
Tu hi toh hai inka markaz,
In khayaloon ki gehrai

Hiiii hania,
I just wanted to write this small message to talk about alot of things. Some things may be cringe aur grammatical mistakes bhi hongi lekin just read okay. Sabse pehle toh I wanted to tell you how proud I’m of you for making it through this year. I know this year is forsure the worst you’ve had in your life uptill now and I just want to let you know how proud I’m that you made it till the end. I know I haven’t seen probably any pain that you’ve gone through but I can only imagine, and that imagination is the thing that makes me realise how strong you are. How strong you’ve been, how sensitive but strong you are at the same time. So if nobody’s told you this month, this week, or this day I’m letting you know that I’m extremely proud. I know hume ik dusre ko jante hue itna time nhi hua but hania jabse jaana I still remember from the third day of markhors den jab raat ko apka dm aya tha asking if I was okay with you tagging me in that short 2 3 second story tabse abhi tak I’ve honestly been the happiest is pure saal and I can confidently say it’s all your magic. From all the deep talks to getting high on nothing and just laughing the whole night to randomly flirting or jo bhi all of it has been an unreal and magical fairytale if I’m being honest. Like I think in only under 4 months you hania tanveer have literally entered my life and changed it (for the better). From the way I used to think about certain things, to my insecurities to generally just enlightenment from the knowledge you have, you have made me a better version of myself and I can’t thank you enough for that. I want you to know that I really appreciate you. I appreciate all the times you’ve been there, all the times you’ve cheered me up, and everything you’ve done for me. You may be wondering ke mene itna kya karliya but believe me you’ve done alot. Aj kal ke zamane me aise log mushkilo se milte hain. Like bc bande me ik 2 red flags miljate hain lekin I haven’t been able to see any in you. All I see in you is this beautiful pure person on the inside and out. I’ll probably send you this message at the time of new years so I just wanted to let you know that I hope and pray that this new year is filled with joy, happiness, peace, and behtari for you, for your family, and everybody your close with. Starting this new year with you honestly makes me excited for all of the memories that are about to come our way. I’m also going to be here for you in any sort of way that you need me, whether it be panic attacks or just general mood dump, I’m here for all of it the good days and the bad. End pe bas ye kehna chahoonga ke thank you for everything. Thank you for all the things I mentioned above and just generally entering my life. I know I’m probably pouring my heart out writing this message aur kaafi lamba hoga lekin fuck it yaar kabhi kabhi hota hai aisa karne do. You were the most beautiful part of last year; you will be the most beautiful part of this year as well, and I want to start the first moment of this year with you. Is message ko me end karna chahoonga with a poem that I wrote which is v bad but mehnat lagi thi ok bcs itna talented nhi hun but yes. Goodbye ranno and have an amazing and blessed 2024.

Dil hai nadaan,
Mujhe hua kya akhir,
Tujhe dekhte dekhte,
Meri sansein upar neeche,
Is dill ke tukron ka nasb
Teri ankhon ke peeche


Subha ka pehla khayaal,
Raaton ka akhiri,
Tu hi toh hai inka markaz,
In khayaloon ki gehrai

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