if i had one wish
<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>"if i had one wish"
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<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>lisa
<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>I reaize now that with all that you had to go threw with me that leaving you was just one of so many mistakes i made with us. I remember like its was yesterday when you texted me out of no where. I just didnt realize hw much of a gift it really was. You were like my angel given to me from heaven. When we first started dating i know i made you happier then anyone ever could. It came naturally to me. Making you feel beautiful and special cause it wasnt made up it was how i really felt about you. I loved making you glow, making sure you always knew how beautiful you were to me. I loved treating you like a princess spoiling you not cause you asked me to but just to watch you glow and make you feel special. You are the most beautiful person inside and out that I've ever known. No one outside my family ever cared for me the way you did.
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<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>I loved making everyone jealous of you it made me so proud to see you happy like that. And I was really just being myself i didnt have to try. But the getting sick was so new to me i didnt really know how to handle it. When i started to feel sick i tried to hide from you I didnt want you to see me sick. I didnt want you to think I felt less of us or i wasnt into you as much. This was soooo stupid of me. I didnt realize that it was you that was really the best cure for me. I put so much into medication and doctors that I lost sight of what made me feel best. You were always the best cure for me. I've just never had anyone that cared about me the way you did. Its a mistake i regret more than anything in my life. A mistake that i would never make again ever. I know this might not mean anything to you but these are the truest words i have ever spoken. I know i acted stupid when i kept reaching out to you and pushing you further and further away> But i wanted to tell you with clear understanding that I have now that i know what mistakes I made. Mistakes that i would spend a lifetime making up to you if given the chance.
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<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>"if i did have one wish it would be to be able to have that chance to make you tha happy little princess that i once made you feel like. But this time i would not ever steer away from it and Id give up everything i have for the chance to make u happy forever"
<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>Thank you for reading this I know you would naturally doubt what im saying but its true.
<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>Truly yours Richie
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<DIV style="HEIGHT: 9px"></DIV>Ps: the babies miss you Bubba said he misses sitting on your head lol