I lived in a space where I did not feel safe or loved. It felt like my existence was just a pure nuisance. But I met someone who told me otherwise. And that is you, my love. You treat me as if I were the most precious plant on this planet. You provide me with constant care and love that no one else has.

I remember writing the first-ever journal prompt about you. I was having a hard time that day — I did not eat as much as I should have, and I could not bring myself up from the depths of gravity. And without warning, you suddenly interrupted my clouded thoughts. I knew I had to write about you somehow, which I did. You pushed that lethargic and unmotivated girl out of bed.

I know it took time before I realized I loved you. Because I was afraid that if I loved you more than I could ever love someone, I might suffer from severe sadness. But I stopped overthinking things. And let myself be covered by these feelings that wanted to burst out of my chest.

Love is a word that consists of only four letters, with different meanings from different perspectives. I define love as tending to people with benignity. Saying, "Everything will be all right." with a smile. No one had ever said that to me with such tenderness as I do. But you came; you didn’t exactly say the words. But I knew from the moment you said you loved me. I know that everything will be okay. So love is not what I thought it would be. This is more magical than I had ever imagined.

There’s a journey waiting for us — a family waiting to be built. I covet being a wife, a confidant, and a mom to our future home. Gani, I wouldn’t be thinking of a future like this if it weren’t for you. What kind of furniture should we buy? What color should we paint the walls? And do we need a complete set of kitchen equipment? Of course, we do. *wink*

Let’s see where our love will take us. I’ll be holding your hand wherever it takes us. I just hope it’ll lead our entangled souls to infinity.

I lived in a space where I did not feel safe or loved. It felt like my existence was just a pure nuisance. But I met someone who told me otherwise. And that is you, my love. You treat me as if I were the most precious plant on this planet. You provide me with constant care and love that no one else has.

I remember writing the first-ever journal prompt about you. I was having a hard time that day — I did not eat as much as I should have, and I could not bring myself up from the depths of gravity. And without warning, you suddenly interrupted my clouded thoughts. I knew I had to write about you somehow, which I did. You pushed that lethargic and unmotivated girl out of bed.

I know it took time before I realized I loved you. Because I was afraid that if I loved you more than I could ever love someone, I might suffer from severe sadness. But I stopped overthinking things. And let myself be covered by these feelings that wanted to burst out of my chest.

Love is a word that consists of only four letters, with different meanings from different perspectives. I define love as tending to people with benignity. Saying, "Everything will be all right." with a smile. No one had ever said that to me with such tenderness as I do. But you came; you didn’t exactly say the words. But I knew from the moment you said you loved me. I know that everything will be okay. So love is not what I thought it would be. This is more magical than I had ever imagined.

There’s a journey waiting for us — a family waiting to be built. I covet being a wife, a confidant, and a mom to our future home. Gani, I wouldn’t be thinking of a future like this if it weren’t for you. What kind of furniture should we buy? What color should we paint the walls? And do we need a complete set of kitchen equipment? Of course, we do. *wink*

Let’s see where our love will take us. I’ll be holding your hand wherever it takes us. I just hope it’ll lead our entangled souls to infinity.

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