Dear Madeline,
I hope you are doing good. And I hope this letter gets to you. I have been wanting to write to you because I want you to know that I never meant for us to end on these terms. I am sad and it hurts to know that you are no longer a part of my life. though you may think that its not true when I say I lost so much when you stopped talking to me again. I lost part of my family, my friend,my happiness and so much more.Loosing you has hurt me so much. I face things in life each day without you and I try to be a better person.In my mind I always think how proud you would be of things that I have accomplished. I just really miss you so much. I miss your face. I miss you making me laugh... I miss your voice and your presence. I hope your really doing good. And most of all I hope your happy because you deserve it. There are so many questions I ask myself each day wishing you could answer them but you chose to do the things you did and I can't change that. I only hope you did them for the right reasons and that your happy now. The main reason of why I am writing this letter is because I want you to know that I forgive you for hurting me. I forgive you for everything!Because it would be impossible for me not to love you.I love you without question, without reason for good or bad. I love you with everything I have and I will never love the same again. you will always have a special place deep in my heart. I hope you find your happiness and who ever she is, I hope she is good to you and loves you for who you are. And I hope maybe some day our paths can cross again and have a friendship.You may choose not to talk to me and I respect that. But please understand that Im only a phone call away if you ever need anything.I will be moving far away soon for work and personal reasons.You will notice when I'm gone when you no longer see my car parked outside my house anymore. Im going to find my happiness because it is what I deserve too. I thought I had made hard decisions in life, but I was wrong.This has been the hardest thing I have had to do so far. Letting go. But I know it is for all the right reasons.I hope you take care of yourself. I know you will be fine because you are a very strong woman.Please there is only one thing I ask from you, If time goes by and you completly forget about me,NEVER forget how much I LOVE YOU Nene!


Love Always,
Stephanie


P.S
I hope you have a great 34TH birthday! Wish I could of been there with you. Wishing you many more!

03/1/2017

Dear Madeline,
I hope you are doing good. And I hope this letter gets to you. I have been wanting to write to you because I want you to know that I never meant for us to end on these terms. I am sad and it hurts to know that you are no longer a part of my life. though you may think that its not true when I say I lost so much when you stopped talking to me again. I lost part of my family, my friend,my happiness and so much more.Loosing you has hurt me so much. I face things in life each day without you and I try to be a better person.In my mind I always think how proud you would be of things that I have accomplished. I just really miss you so much. I miss your face. I miss you making me laugh... I miss your voice and your presence. I hope your really doing good. And most of all I hope your happy because you deserve it. There are so many questions I ask myself each day wishing you could answer them but you chose to do the things you did and I can't change that. I only hope you did them for the right reasons and that your happy now. The main reason of why I am writing this letter is because I want you to know that I forgive you for hurting me. I forgive you for everything!Because it would be impossible for me not to love you.I love you without question, without reason for good or bad. I love you with everything I have and I will never love the same again. you will always have a special place deep in my heart. I hope you find your happiness and who ever she is, I hope she is good to you and loves you for who you are. And I hope maybe some day our paths can cross again and have a friendship.You may choose not to talk to me and I respect that. But please understand that Im only a phone call away if you ever need anything.I will be moving far away soon for work and personal reasons.You will notice when I'm gone when you no longer see my car parked outside my house anymore. Im going to find my happiness because it is what I deserve too. I thought I had made hard decisions in life, but I was wrong.This has been the hardest thing I have had to do so far. Letting go. But I know it is for all the right reasons.I hope you take care of yourself. I know you will be fine because you are a very strong woman.Please there is only one thing I ask from you, If time goes by and you completly forget about me,NEVER forget how much I LOVE YOU Nene!


Love Always,
Stephanie


P.S
I hope you have a great 34TH birthday! Wish I could of been there with you. Wishing you many more!

03/1/2017

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