Hello, a letter to someone to whom this is never gonna get delivered, and also who will never be interested to read this.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know you will probably still find it annoying and irritating, because even I feel the same. Neither I wanna love you the way I love you, neither I wanna think like the way I does it 24/7. Nor, I wanna get myself mentally more disabled because of you. But, I seriously don't why, I never was able to or is being able to do that. Funny, isn't it!? how a girl who dared to break every ice before her couldn't move on from a disgusting awful characterless creature, who deserves no respect for himself from others, I mean ME specifically!!! And you know by yourself, why I termed you as CHARACTERLESS!!!!!! Out of all your sins, I was the victim of your biggest sin, before years, when you really committed it, I got scared, I thought you were a human devil, but then later, when I met you the next time and that next time, out of my foolishness, I thought your eyes were apologizing me, I right now I know that it was my delusion, but, the poor me back then couldn't realize that it was only lust in your eyes. And I fell for those apologetic eyes(which I thought that they were). And then it all started, imagining every small and big thing with you, living in a illusional world which was created by me. Although you were a character which has overtaken me in my story, you were never actually interested in it in real time. You were interested in space, I took it as a passion, everything that you liked has become my likes. Everything that you disliked has become something I equally disliked. But, then, all that I could acquire from you was was disrespect. I mean, if you feel like you did a great favour to me not telling about me in the family, don't even make yourself good doing it, because, I committed no sin proposing you. But, you did, and you, me and GOD above in heaven knows that. Because you deny, it doesn't become right.....! On that night when we were chatting, I didn't get hurt even when you said no, but then when I told you confess your sin in which I was the victim,,, you remember what you said?????? (KOTHA STORY AHH!!!) ante you will I am that characterless making up such dirty stories just because I was interested in you. I mean what does you even wanna prove! You know this shows how big coward you are!!!!!!.! Trust me if you dared say the same thing before me, you could have got that worst slap from me. Probably my slippers print would be on your cheeks!!! I still wish, I does it some day! After all this, I hate you, but, I still couldn't delete the stupid love that I have for you. I seriously hate myself for it!!! But, yaa trust me I will delete you from my brain one day. I will fall in LOVE again, but this time with a man who isn't a COWARD or DARPOOK like you. And trust me he will look 100x more handsome than you. I mean, I am sorry, you aren't even handsome. LOLLLL!!!!!! If you think, I loved you or liked you just because you were handome, f*ck it, it isn't true at all...!

In the end, I wanna conclude it, saying, I loveED you, uk, not anymore, actually writing this letter helped me picturizing your true personality, so it would me helping me deleting my 8yrs love for you! And for this life, if I have to remember you, then it would be as COWARD!!! coz you couldn't accept your mistake, I mean sin. And in return you picturized me as a characterless girl, just to prove yourself correct and it shows how masculine you are.! I wanna tell you, everything that I suffered with was because of you, the mental trauma that I had when you did that, that when you (idhi oka kotha story aah). The loneliness that I felt because I was in love with someone who never loved me back! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OFF YOU! If you wouldn't have done that ages before, probably, I would have still would have taken you as a good big brother of mine. Like, the way I used to see you as. Because of you, I had become an introvert before cousins also, if you know that wasn't me when I was a child. I was normal with cousins back then. okay, anyways, I don't wanna curse you, but I still hope you get a nice punishment for everything that happened to me.!

Hello, a letter to someone to whom this is never gonna get delivered, and also who will never be interested to read this.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know you will probably still find it annoying and irritating, because even I feel the same. Neither I wanna love you the way I love you, neither I wanna think like the way I does it 24/7. Nor, I wanna get myself mentally more disabled because of you. But, I seriously don't why, I never was able to or is being able to do that. Funny, isn't it!? how a girl who dared to break every ice before her couldn't move on from a disgusting awful characterless creature, who deserves no respect for himself from others, I mean ME specifically!!! And you know by yourself, why I termed you as CHARACTERLESS!!!!!! Out of all your sins, I was the victim of your biggest sin, before years, when you really committed it, I got scared, I thought you were a human devil, but then later, when I met you the next time and that next time, out of my foolishness, I thought your eyes were apologizing me, I right now I know that it was my delusion, but, the poor me back then couldn't realize that it was only lust in your eyes. And I fell for those apologetic eyes(which I thought that they were). And then it all started, imagining every small and big thing with you, living in a illusional world which was created by me. Although you were a character which has overtaken me in my story, you were never actually interested in it in real time. You were interested in space, I took it as a passion, everything that you liked has become my likes. Everything that you disliked has become something I equally disliked. But, then, all that I could acquire from you was was disrespect. I mean, if you feel like you did a great favour to me not telling about me in the family, don't even make yourself good doing it, because, I committed no sin proposing you. But, you did, and you, me and GOD above in heaven knows that. Because you deny, it doesn't become right.....! On that night when we were chatting, I didn't get hurt even when you said no, but then when I told you confess your sin in which I was the victim,,, you remember what you said?????? (KOTHA STORY AHH!!!) ante you will I am that characterless making up such dirty stories just because I was interested in you. I mean what does you even wanna prove! You know this shows how big coward you are!!!!!!.! Trust me if you dared say the same thing before me, you could have got that worst slap from me. Probably my slippers print would be on your cheeks!!! I still wish, I does it some day! After all this, I hate you, but, I still couldn't delete the stupid love that I have for you. I seriously hate myself for it!!! But, yaa trust me I will delete you from my brain one day. I will fall in LOVE again, but this time with a man who isn't a COWARD or DARPOOK like you. And trust me he will look 100x more handsome than you. I mean, I am sorry, you aren't even handsome. LOLLLL!!!!!! If you think, I loved you or liked you just because you were handome, f*ck it, it isn't true at all...!

In the end, I wanna conclude it, saying, I loveED you, uk, not anymore, actually writing this letter helped me picturizing your true personality, so it would me helping me deleting my 8yrs love for you! And for this life, if I have to remember you, then it would be as COWARD!!! coz you couldn't accept your mistake, I mean sin. And in return you picturized me as a characterless girl, just to prove yourself correct and it shows how masculine you are.! I wanna tell you, everything that I suffered with was because of you, the mental trauma that I had when you did that, that when you (idhi oka kotha story aah). The loneliness that I felt because I was in love with someone who never loved me back! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OFF YOU! If you wouldn't have done that ages before, probably, I would have still would have taken you as a good big brother of mine. Like, the way I used to see you as. Because of you, I had become an introvert before cousins also, if you know that wasn't me when I was a child. I was normal with cousins back then. okay, anyways, I don't wanna curse you, but I still hope you get a nice punishment for everything that happened to me.!

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