I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears, I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear. Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack? Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back? What is it that I'm afraid of? Why am I so scared? [newpage] Is it the people I've hurt or the people that have hurt me? Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see? Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family? Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy? What is it that I fear most? [newpage] What do my eyes say I'm scared of? Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise? Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die? Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp? Is it all the memories of my horrid past? Is it me?

Although he could not say with words The love he felt inside He treasured every moment And his heart would fill with pride He never said I love you But he came to every game Even in defeat his son knew He loved him just the same [newpage] He'd pat him on the head Or maybe ruffle his hair And tell him he was proud of him As long as he played fair When he graduated college I love you wasn't said He smiled as he shook his hand Mumbling, well done, my boy instead

It is only through your conscious mind that you can reach the subconscious. Your conscious mind is the porter at the door, the watchman at the gate. It is to the conscious mind that the subconscious looks for all its impressions. ...Robert Collier

The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees opportunity in every difficulty. ...Winston Churchill

The higher your energy level, the more efficient your body. The more efficient your body, the better you feel and the more you will use your talent to produce outstanding results. ...Anthony Robbins

Sleepin' in your arms Feelin' safe from harm Impatiently I wait for the day That I don't have to see you go away Years have come and gone Yet our love has held on strong The time has come For us to finally be one You are my true lover and best friend, [newpage] My soul mate and companion to the end I hope to keep you happy Never getting too serious or sappy Your eyes that sparkle and shine, That excites me knowing your love is mine We both have hurt and cried The love for each other never died

I love the way you tell me that I’m beautiful, and the way you make me laugh like no one else. I love the way you move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me on my face. I love the way when you take me to the park [newpage] and put your hands around my waist as we watch the sunset together and feel the ocean breeze. I love the way you'd sing to me at random moments, and look at me and smile. I love the way you leave the smell of your cologne on my clothes after we hug [newpage] I love the way you would send me my favorite flowers along with an " I LOVE YOU" card. I love the way you speak your mind and tell me about your opinions. I love the way you're not afraid to cry and show your feelings. I love the way you call me in the middle of the day just to say " I LOVE YOU." [newpage] and say how much you miss me. I love the way you tell your friends about me and smile when you do. I love the way you whisper into my ear, the way your voice sounds so close to me. it feels like I’m dreaming. I love the way you do all of these and the fact that you're not ashamed to do it.

You invaded my private world with your beautiful smile and understanding heart, And I wondered to myself that you were different right from the very start. You listened without judgment to what I had about me to say, [newpage] And even after I was done with the good, the bad, the ugly you still didn't run away. We developed a friendship with trust, with no walls to build or guard, We decided to leave the past behind and step into the good that could be no matter our discomfort or how hard. [newpage] I've grown to love you with no hidden agenda or false pretense but with only the real me, Letting you get to know about me what most people never see. I'm writing this to you for you to understand, That spending time with you is so precious I never want to let go your hand. [newpage] The time that we spend apart cannot equal when we are together, I miss you oh too much but when we meet again will be so much better. Our time apart for me helps me see that you are what I have for many years been missing in my life, A woman that is beautiful, and kind, and understanding, [newpage] and loving, you are the woman I wished I would have met and been together long ago, and made you my wife. But the past is the past, and the future is what we do with each moment now, Let's make each moment we are together count and overshadow the past,

Imagination is more important than knowledge. ...Albert Einstein

It is only as we develop others that we permanently succeed. ...Harvey S. Firestone

Do a little more each day than you think you can. ...Lowell Thomas

Time is our most precious asset; we should invest it wisely. ...Michael Levy

When obstacles arise, you change your direction to reach your goal; you do not change your decision to get there. ...Zig Ziglar

A person can grow only as much as his horizon allows. ...John Powell

A million stars up in the sky one shines brighter I cant deny A love so precious a love so true a love that comes from me to you The angels sing when you are near within your arms I have nothing to fear

I love you so very much, Even thou at times I do things that hurt, I try so hard to hope that you always see, How much you being in my life means to me, I am sorry yet again for causing you pain, that is the last thing I ever wanted to do, Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing I mess up, I am sorry for that too.

My knees start to shake when your in sight, my minds filled with wonder my heart with fright. when will this feeling stop, when did it start how can I listen to my mind without breaking my heart.

Some people believe, there is a one The one who points, your way to the sun. A person they believe, makes them complete The one who will support, when facing defeat 'You are my angel', my one and only [newpage] My forever love, so we'll never be lonely. You've brought to my life, all your love and care It made me see, when I realized how rare . . It is to meet your angel, or their lifetime one Through you and my children, whose life has begun. [newpage] What you've done, you've illuminated my soul It's you and your love, that has made me whole. The feel of your love, your soft touch and caress We're tight so close, your heart beats in my chest. All that we have, always felt missing before [newpage] Though I love you today, tomorrow it will be more. Our love is life, we are the strongest tree Which will always grow forever, like you and me. You have opened my heart and held it so dear You are my angel and will always keep it near. [newpage] You have seen my ups and cared when I was low. 'You are my angel', I just need you to know. You entered my life, through a ray of sun above And when we leave, we will leave together in love My love for you, has become my reason to be

As I gaze into his liquid gold eyes, Poetry radiates from his warm soul His lips brush mine and I soar through the skies Passion seizes me; I loose my control An amalgam of thoughts pierce through my mind There is love, trust, yet I feel petrified [newpage] I know destiny; our fate’s intertwined But what if he’s a dream, one I’m denied? A thousand years I could spend with those suns Amid his presence I’ve conquered all realms I’ve witnessed beauty that forever stuns

Pennies do not come from heaven. They have to be earned here on earth. ...Margaret Thatcher

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase. ...Martin Luther King

Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight. ...Benjamin Franklin

There is no value in life except what you choose to place upon it and no happiness in any place except what you bring to it yourself. ...Henri David Thoreau

All of us might wish at times that we lived in a more tranquil world, but we don't. And if our times are difficult and perplexing, so are they challenging and filled with opportunity. ...Robert Kennedy

I get butterflies, every time, You look at me, touch me, talk to me. Big cheesy smiles across my face, You fill that empty place, Deep in my heart, Where it has been lonely for such a long while, I hope we never part. [newpage] Because if we did… I don’t know if I could take it.. I’m giving you my heart.. Please don’t break it. Oh I feel for you so much, When your not with me Oh how I miss your touch. I go crazy waiting for your reply, When I can’t talk to you I want to cry. [newpage] I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way.. Feelings for you come more and more each and every day, You know how to make me smile I hate being away from you Even for a little while You’re so sweet When I'm near you, my whole body fills with heat, [newpage] And I have an out of control heart beat. I cant control myself I cant help but want you all to myself. I can’t think of enough words to explain, My feelings for you are simple, there plain. Do you understand what I'm trying to say?

The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That shakes me within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The naughtiness in your smile, That strength in your stare. [newpage] Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The Compassion in your embrace. The power in your face. The beating of your heart. That we may never part

There is no value in life except what you choose to place upon it and no happiness in any place except what you bring to it yourself. ...Henry Robert Thoreau

All of us might wish at times that we lived in a more tranquil world, but we don't. And if our times are difficult and perplexing, so are they challenging and filled with opportunity. ...Robert Kennedy

I crawl in bed and lay my head upon my pillow, with thought’s of the day falling away Behind my eye’s your face comes to me with love, I can see your trust for me in your eye’s Your windows, I reach out my hand to you as you turn to leave me. I touch your hand you stop I move to face you to see your soul [newpage] As I come to your face only for you to turn away again what are you hiding from, let me see, you tell me that you're worthy of love, you're not free in your heart, you don’t know how to give your heart away Pain keep’s you scared afraid to be open, fear has you frozen, I place my hand’s along your face bring you down to my eye’s look deep within your window’s to your soul [newpage] I see your fear there holding tight to you, I place my lip’s to yours and breathe your air in, in return I breathe mine into you, with one deep breath your wall’s fall and a new feeling is replaced, Love is now within you I close my eye’s and kiss you good bye, you ask me to stay why must you go you say,

I never really knew you you were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry I had to forget my first love And give another try