Accompaniment
I don’t know if the title’s a word,really. But it doesn’t matter. Somehow, words never do. Ironical. Considering they’re all that I have of, from and with you.
Worlds in words. Yet, inadequacy. Just like you. Always with me. Inside. Outside. By my side. Yet, so far away. Missing you is a privilege I earn every single day.
Signing off, because I don’t know what more to say!
- Mishka Accompaniment
I don’t know... | Dear Devon,
As you know my name is Rachel, my full name is Rachel Love Johnson. I'm glad we are writing to each other and maybe someday we will meet in person. You seem like a great guy! I'll end each letter with a quote, I'll tell you my favorite quote this time. Bob Marley is my idol, my inspiration, he lived everyday like it was his last and he lived it well. If only I could have met him. "The One Good Thing About Music Is That When You Hear It, You Feel No Pain." - Bob Marley
*UNDEFEATED*
Rachel Johnson Dear Devon,
As you know my... |
chris | Hola |
Dear mother and father,
I'm letting you know that i made it to America, the United States. We arrived to New York in an early Tuesday morning, the view that we got to see of this city was just like i imagined it to be. Although some of the people around I traveled with was not as nice, same with the people from America. We arrived to the great Ellis Island, so many people got off the boat people just like me..immigrants. We had to walk through some gates to get examined and ill admit it, i was pretty nervous i prayed to God I did not had any illness in me or on me. The Americans were a bit nice, nicer than us Italians which it made me think about my home with you guys. I now live in what we call "Little Italy" I have a lovely husband and two kids, I stay home all day thinking about how my life would be if i did not come here, my husband takes care of us while he builds buildings for people. The people in our neighborhood are very nice although we always have issues with the German people. Anyways, I hope to see you both soon I miss spending time with the both of you and the rest of my family.
Italy | Hey amor, well first sorry for calling you amor, its just been so long. I think this is the longest we been apart and I hate it. And I miss you terribly. I love being next to you and gosh how I wish you were next to me right now so I could tell you instead of writing this. Well on Friday we talked and although I cried and everything you stayed next to me listening I wanted to hug you and never let you go but I thought that you would probably get mad at me. We were texting but you haven’t replied so I got bored but I’m still waiting, patiently although you know I’m not patient still I don’t get mad. And if you snapchat like aguilar or ponchis you can tell me its not like I can do something and I’m in no position to get mad or anything but I would rather know... i’m not saying that you were lying I’m just saying but I’m sorry if it sounds like I am. I really do wish I was with you, everything is amazing by your side. Its harder to concentrate when i’m not with you..i don’t know if ill give you this letter or if i’m just writing this because I cant stop thinking of you. When I get on Instagram I like to check what my followers like and stuff because I don’t find anything interesting in my news feed and this morning you were liking stuff but didn’t reply me then a while later you told me you were cleaning … this why sometimes I feel like you don’t want to talk to me. Bu I don’t blame you I know I might not be as interesting as agulilar or jose luis and I cant help to get jealous but I’m sorry. and I know you text with ponchis and not reply me on purpose and it does bug me but I don’t hate the guy or anything its just the fear that I lost you for someone else…who am I kidding it really hurts knowing that you rather talk to him instead of me…I truly do love you and I’m sorry if get you mad… and your just so beautiful if I were to become blind the last thing id want to see would be you and aaah I just love you so much and I wish I could show you how much I do but I know you wont text me or kik me back and barley answer my call. And I really wish we would fix things ive never been so alone until I lost you and I miss holding you in my arms and when you’d purposely put your hair in my face cause you knew it tickled my face or when id kiss your finger then you’d keep putting it again and again so I could keep giving you kisses. Or remember when you were crying once by the stairs and I went to talk to you and after a while you were laughing and smiling then you put lip gloss on me then kissed me. you tell me you miss me too and that you love me but you don’t want to talk to me .. its killing me. I don’t know you just say you don’t want to but there has to be a reason. Are you doing this for ponchis? Do you like him?Why are you doing this?? Why are you giving up on up? your not like that.. i’m not changing for you I’m changing because you made me a better person I know what’s right and what I should do. The person I am with you is the person I want to be. And I know we would fight but I also know that you were happy and I miss you terribly all I want is for a chance but not even that. Are you doing this for your grandma? For someone else? Because like I told you I now I’ll let you concentrate and if you don’t want to ill get after you like you would get after me to do my work and I know we’ll have time for each other not just in school. And you might think I have a lot of friends or something but even if im surrounded by people I feel alone. I don’t think I have friends…Its like you lost hope in us. You’re the one who taught me better to not be so pessimistic, you make me so happy that’s is inexplicable. What about all the letters you wrote me saying that you would always love me and that you never wanted to lose me? Or the jar with reason you would always love me? And the promises we made to each other that we’d be together forever ? or being the couple that last forever that people say”oh look their still together”? remember that? I know you don’t want me to change for you but I’m not, I’m changing because I know your what’s good for me. I’m glad to see you smile and laugh but it hurts because I cant be with you and it feels like you already moved on… and I love you so much Lucinda Marie Villasana, my happiness was at its greatest when we were together. I just don’t understand why you wont give us a chance. I remember the first time we listened to our song, I didn’t want to listen to it because it was country song but you insisted and you told me that it was your favorite song because it always calmed you down when you were mad, we continued to listen to it after a while it became our song. I remember once we were listening to it in the bus on our way home and you were like a little ball against me and I held you the entire time.
I don’t know if your giving up or what ? I hope not. Im sorry for wanting to be with my friends but now I realize that I really had no one, I only had you. Im sorry for all the times I got you mad and let you be mad. I’m sorry for not always kissing you before class like you wanted me to because I didn’t want to get you in trouble. I’m sorry for not always listening. I’m sorry I let you down. I’m sorry I wouldn’t always apologize. I’m sorry I was so stupid and a jerk. I’m sorry that the time you were fighting with Jessica I didn’t help you put up posters. I’m sorry I didn’t always take pictures with you. I’m sorry I would cuss. I’m sorry wouldn’t always hold your hand in the bus when we were mad. I’m sorry I hadn’t put any pictures of you on Instagram. I’m sorry I wasn’t the best boyfriend I should have been. I’m sorry I was stubborn. I’m sorry I wouldn’t always get the grades you wanted me to. Im sorry for when I would get mad at you. I’m sorry I would get jealous. I’m sorry I always wanted to text you. I’m sorry I didn’t know what to get you when we had one year. I’m sorry for all the bad times we’ve had. If you haven’t deleted the pictures of us on your ipod can you email to me ? if you can. I remember the first time we talked, I was with jj and you were with Vicky and I kept asking if you smoked because I thought you were really cute but I didnt want you to be one of those girls that smoked. Thankfully your nothing like the other girls , your so much better. Your loving, generous, sweet, caring, beautiful, intelligent, trustworthy, respectful, nice, kind, helpful, and truly amazing and you have self respect and that means a lot because you are better than the other girls. remember when you used to tell me I was like your best friend but better. In your letters you put that “no relationship is perfect”, but I really want to fix things. And I’m glad I chose to be with you I’ve never regretted it. You would tell me you never wanted to lose me that you love me with all your heart. You even put “ you’re mine and only mine forever amor <3 ~5-10-12~” and I want to be your and only yours forever and I miss it when I asked you “ your mine?” and you’d tell me” only yours forever” and you called me “the love of your life” . it breaks my heart . I miss there being an us, but I’m not going to lose hope because to me you are worth fighting for and I never cared what other people said I was always happy to have you to call you mine I couldn’t be any prouder to say that beautiful girl with the glasses and gorgeous smile, that’s my girl. You’re the only person I want in the world, you’re the girl of my dreams. Unfortunately this stupid idiot lost that amazing girl. And I really want you back and I know you may not believe me when I say things will be different but they will. We won’t go back to that cycle of fighting and staying silent anymore, I don’t know if you’re scared that, that will happen again but it won’t,. You might not believe me but im giving you my word and you know that I love you more than enough to do anything for you. I probably need to write more but it hasn’t hit me yet.
And the top part was from the day I was at the library. They day you were actually texting me like you used to. And now you just say “ yeah, yup, okay, idk” and I really want us to talk but I need you to make the effort. I know you won’t listen to me but hopefully I dint know you decide to give it a shot. And I really miss you I just lay in bed sometimes wishing I could be holding you again. And I know you miss me but I guess you barley miss me because your always with your friends laughing not that it’s a bad thing but I just miss you a lot. At night as much as I try I cant sleep I just start thinking and remembering all of our memories and I have no control over it my mind just goes off thinking about you. And everything reminds me about you, like sometimes someone will be saying something and just one word that they say brings back memories. And I miss your laugh and holding your hands, pretending to kiss your nose then biting it or when youd yawn id put my finger in your mouth then you’d bite me sometimes. And I wake up at random times off the night thinking of you. When I can close my eyes I can picture you smiling and laughing. Every minute of the day I think of you, ive never cried for anything the way I cry for you in years. I believe that we can be together. Anything is possible, you’re the one who would always pick me up when I was down , who showed me not to give up. Remember when we used to walk to stem just so we could spend more time together walking and then you were like “stop!” then you started looking at the stop sign. Your creativity is out of this world. Your honestly amazing and wonderful and perfect to me in every way possible. I love everything about you I think its cute that your short even if you are average height to me your short and I love that, I love that you would try to cure me and get after me for doing dumb things. I loved that you cared so much..
I wrote the half of the first page the day I was at the library.
I love you with all my heart forever and ever plus 3 days.. I’m going to keep all the promises I made you that night you broke up with me, will you? I don’t know? I’m always going to be here for you, for anything you need I want you to know that you can count on me. I love you my princess/ tooters
Hey amor, well first sorry... |
Dear Bridie,
It is me Brandon I am just letting you know that I am ok and that I got your letter my friend Bob is scribing for me. I also wanted to let you know that I have only been beaten 3 times since you have left. How is Australia? Is your English any better mine is ok Bob is also teaching me to read as well as wright but I thought it would be best if he wrote it for you. Also I have heard that gold has been found in Australia is it true. Just wanted to let you know I love you and I look forward to getting another letter from you soon and I might even be able to read it and write my own next time.
Love Brandon
Dear Bridie,
It is me Brandon... | You know, I write much better when you are around. I get much more done. I could go on all day about how much you save me from turning in something that looks like a first grader wrote it but just for once I'm not sending this to be edited. I had this realization the other night when I had the kind of writers block that probably made Mr. Thompson blow his head off. I just could not get anything done, that is until I saw your photo. A photo from years ago of you in a Cinderella costume drinking Shiner Bock Blonde, your favorite beer if you ever drink beer at all. I saw that photo and realized that you have always been my muse. whether its writing a song with you in mind or creating a comic book script about a heroin junkie heroine you are always my biggest influence. By the way did you know heroine actually means a brave WOMEN? Bet ya did. Bet ya would have caught that before I told you 'cause you's talk words right.
Anyways, it's not like every word I write is some obsessive concomitant of you. No, I just write better and much more when you're around. I know I do most of my writing on my phone so sometimes you might feel ignored when my face is glued to a Iphone screen and you're sitting right across from me in need of attention. For that I am sorry but as you already all you need for my attention is a baby voice speaking my name. My point is this: I'm a better writer when you are around. When I am staring at a unfinished sentence you either run your fingers through my hair or lay a quick kiss on my forehead. That alone somehow gives me the strength to carry on and hit my deadline. Nobody in this world believes in me the way you do and to have the most pulchritudinous (perfect word for you) women I have ever seen have so much confidence in me gets me through each page and allows me to take as many chances with my work as I choose to because I know I will always have my biggest fan supporting me. And in all honesty it is mostly your presence that makes me write more, better, and faster. When you sit on the bed with me with your book or your homework all I need to do is look over at you and I am able to charge on with my work.Clio, Euterpe, Erato, Melpomene, Polyhymnia, Terpsichore, Thalia and Urania. My Calliope. I anticipate the days when you just let me just sit with you while you conduct your work. (even though its hard to convince you because you hate it.) Working beside you makes me feel like I have a true partner in this world. Somebody to bounce ideas off of and somebody to dig my face into when I'm overwhelmed by deadlines and writers block.
So now I'm writing this with your picture at my desk because you should know how much you do for this small time comic book writer. How much you help get this Realtor/ Chinese delivery guy through life. When I am with you I feel like I can accomplish anything and take any risk because even if I fail (and I have) I know you will be there to drag your fingers through my hair and whisper to me "It'll be all right baby. Its just a set back. I know you'll do great things."
shit, writing that quote makes me choke up because nobody in my life has ever repeated those words to me as many times as you have. Nobody in my life has ever been SO ready to take this crazy ride of life with me knowing we could very well crash and burn. I know that even if the whole world goes down in flames I will hold you so close in the fire that our ashes would mix in the wind and blow over the aftermath.
oooo I like that line, see what i'm saying baby? You make me a better person. You inspire me to work harder because more than I want anything in this world (being a writer, a game changing Realtor, or wing stop) I mostly just want to take care of you. Or at least convince myself I am when in reality it has always been you who has taken sweet tender care of my lost soul. And boy, I was so lost before I met you.
So this is my long winded way of saying if you're ever just laying about or working on some homework and you want a little company, nothing would make me happier than to plant my happy ass right next to yours and work on our futures together. Side by side. Partners.
When things get hard I think of Caroline and the rest is easy. You know, I write much better... |
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Monday... | 25th August 2014, Copenhagen
My beloved Rikke,
Given the current technological disruption we are forced to face during next days, I thought to come back to a romantic and classical way of communication: the letter.
I hope you will find this modality appropriate to our next few days of interaction; if not, I’ll be happy to come back to facebook. ?
This is to inform you, dear miss, that I leave the office right now to then approach quickly home and then the gym. I’ll back around 9pm. In a modern romantic fashion, I’ll call you from skype.
With love,
Portobello
25th August 2014, Copenhagen
My... |
Wanderlust
Take me to the stars with you,
Let's get lost in wanderlust,
Fore to be lost with you, is not lost at all,
To be lost with you is to be in love. Have a great holiday baby,... | Dolores,
don't try to retrace this letter. I have placed an Untraceable Charm on this parchment. I know what you are Dolores, I know what you have done, and I know that if this information got out you would be ruined. I have the power now, let's see how you like being controlled.
If you don't want this information getting out then you must take the job at Hogwarts. Get rid of Professor Trelawney from Hogwarts and your secret shall be not made known.
I will be watching you Dolores.
Do not fail me you MUDBLOOD. Dolores,
don't try... |
This my dear, is the first clue of three.
The next you will find in the most luxurious tree. This my dear, is the first... | E o poveste de multi neimaginata:
A Lebedei Negre. E o poveste neintamplata,
Ca orice poveste, de azi, de ieri, de totdeauna.
Adevar ul adesea concureaza minciuna.
Povestea e una dintr-o mie,
................ Continuarea in scrisoarea urmatoare...., Cathy Lebada Neagra |
I decided that it be best to leave, and never tell a sole what happened that night.Forget that there was a little girl out there that may have needed my help. I knew that by leaving I was in a way, getting away with murder. As I turned to walk away, she grabbed my arm, and pulled me down towards her. My heart was racing behind my chest feeling like it could explode at any second. She had pulled me down now so far that I could hear her breathing heavily. It sounded as if she was in a great deal of...pain. Once again I ask her, "are you okay?" Then unexpectedly a smile started to form at the corners of her lips, that looked matte green and pale in the moonlight. She laughs,
but its a very unnerving, unsettling laugh. Blood begins to drip from her mouth. Then she starts to speak in this voice, a voice that is different than anything I've ever heard. Something about it sends my mind in to a trance, and at this point, turning back and heading to the safety of my home is no longer an option. It's like I forgot all the dangers that could be lurking just around the corner. She looked me dead in the eye,with her luring blue sapphire eyes, and said in my ear "for so long I have wanted this pain to end, and now its yours." A strange serene smile crept over her now blood stained mouth. I decided that it be best... | I went into the woods that night knowing that I shouldn't. It was cold, dark and damp, but I traveled farther and farther into hell. NEVER LOOKING BACK.A little girl, I assumed she was wondering around the forbidden place just as I was.I yelled out to her to make sure she was alright,but there was no response. All of the sudden I had that sinking feeling in my stomach. I knew right then and there that I was another victim of the old wise saying "in the wrong place, at the wrong time". And then she stopped. Looked over towards me, and dropped to the ground. I went over to her, apprehensively, and she looked...
DEAD. Her clothes were tattered and worn. I asked in a soft low voice "Are you okay miss?" Scared to hear a reponose, but even more afraid to hear nothing at all.
Once again, she said nothing. If she died, what had killed her? Was there real evil out here like everyone in this stink hole town, this little quiet town I'd had lived in all my life,were they really right about this place? All these thoughts raced in my head as I stand, cold and scared over this little mystery girl.Why was she here? What had I done coming here? If I went to
get help, my parents would kill me for sneaking out at this hour, and they would have been even more mad to know that I went to the very place they had always told me not to. I went into the woods that... |
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools...
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player..
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage...
And then is heard no more: it is a tale..
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury...
Signifying nothing. And all our yesterdays have... | Rumena ko` bobica posli case sampanjca
Dobra je ko` dusica, pjeva ko` pticica.
Ime joj je Almica, to je nasa majcica. Svojih sinova ljubimica, nasa je mamica.
Uvik tako vesela nikad nije kisela,
Nas je na svit donila lipo nas skrbila.
Za sve nas se brigala, nocima nije spavala. Na pravi put izvela, postenju naucila.
Zato draga mama, znaj da nisi sama, tebe nikad nece uz nas uhvatiti tama.
Svoju srecu sa andelima dijelim, rodendan ti cestitam svojim srcem cijelim. Rumena ko` bobica posli case... |
Most Honorable Queen Elsa of Arendelle,
I know I have no right to ask this of you, but please, hear me out. I shall never be rid of my misery if I do not confess something to you.
You are miraculous. Inspiring. Powerful. Everything I ever hoped to be as a ruler - and everything I have failed to be, because I was consumed by obsession and selfishness. You have helped me realize this. It was YOU, with your enormous love and devotion to your sister, Anna, that forced me to realize that my "noble" actions were in fact self-centered and in every way despicable.
Again, I have no right - to ask of yours, or Anna's, forgiveness. You are totally entitled to despise me forever. Then, you may ask, where does the boldness behind my words come from?
The answer, dear Queen, is from my irrepressible admiration and love for you, which forces me to write these words or be tormented by grief forever. If I could earn even the smallest sliver your approval, I would be the happiest man alive.
Yours forever,
Hans of the Southern Isles Most Honorable Queen Elsa... | LORIE,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, I CANNOT CONTAIN MY HAPPINESS THAT WAS INSIDE MY HEART I MAY NOT THE SWEETEST GUY IN THE WORLD BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR ONLY MAN... LORIE,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT... |
Dear Emmies,
Your my best friend in the whole wide world and I'm so glad you'll be Victorias Aunt. I can't wait till were both 18 and we can run away and go on fun trips all over and make a mess of everywhere we go. I know your going to be such a bad influence on Tori and your going to let her have anything she wants but thats fine with me. Just not too much sugar when she's still little!!
As for now we should spend a lot more time together because were both going to move away and get jobs and go to school. Before that we need to do lots of fun things like go to an amusement park and your can teach me about cars and help me buy my first car. I think I decided on either getting a Chevy or a Nissan depending on what I can afford.
Anyhoo stop saying "Don't Ask" because I want to know all about this person your in love with!! If he's going to be my brother in law I need to know every detail!!
I Love You Bunches Emmies,
Laila (LilaBean) Dear Emmies,
Your my best... | Så blir det indrefilet når du kommer hjemover i august. Kos dere med hverandre i sommer og nyt livet! Så glad i deg snuppa og sender deg masse klemmer og susser og bursdags kos.
HURRA FOR DEG!!
Masse store varme klemmer fra Mamma
Og Franz hilser fra dekk?
Så blir det indrefilet når... |
My Dear Lisa,
Thank you so much for the four postcards you sent me. Just you like asked me in your letter I have chosen my favorite one to put into my photo frame. You were so right that I would love the Cocktail Girl with the shakers. The caption "Shake em up girl" reminds me on the martinis you always make me! I am looking forward to meeting you soon. Thank you.
Love Always,
Rob My Dear Lisa,
Thank you... | Dearest Joseph,
It sounds as if you are having the most wonderful time. I know how love being in the field. I just wish you could tell me where you are. Perhaps, when the children have grown enough, we can come with you. We all miss you so very much.
Alley is now walking to beat a storm – how wonderful it was you were there when is took her first steps! Joe Jr. took a rock to class yesterday for show-and-tell and told his class how we wants to be a geologist like his daddy. So Cute!
I really did mean it when I said I'd stay with you forever. I am so sorry. Again, I swear that it was just a one-time weak moment. I hope you can forgive me.
Much Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
June Dearest Joseph,
It sounds... |
My Dearest Marco,
Thank you for the lovely trip to Santa Barbara. As a small token of appreciation, please meet me in the room in ten minutes.
With Love,
Ana Castellanos My Dearest Marco,
Thank... | Testikohteeni on kestänyt 5 päivää jatkuvaa polymorphia.
Pian todistan että polymorph jatkuvalla käytöllä ei ole vaarallinen.
D&D 1 |
Mr. & Mrs, Riskakis
Request the honor of your presence
at the marriage of their daughter
Maria
to
Konstantino
son of Mr. & Mrs. Daniil
Saturday the fourth of October, 2014
at 5o’clock in the evening at
St. Catherine of Astoria
22-30 33rd st
Astoria NY, 11105
Reception Immediately to Follow
The Metropolitan Building
44-01 11th st LIC NY 11101 Mr Mrs, Riskakis
Request... | Como olvidar este día tan especial.
No fue mi intencion acostumrarme a sus palabras, necesitar de sus miradas
No lo evite tampoco, pues queria que solo se adueñara de mi
La elegida por miles de razones
La misma que por mas que intento, no puedo ignorarla, porque de ella me enamore...
Solo ella despiertas mis emociones
Si tuviera que sacar todo lo que me provoca, ni en todos los mares cabrian todos estos sentimientos
Miles de historia hemos vivido y faltan millones más de las que quiero compartir con ella
Es su dulzura con la que me mira
Es la que me causa esta ilusion, la que me emociona
Por ella tengo rumbo fijo, porque es la luz que ilumina mi camino
Es ella la que me hizo ser otra persona, pues sin ella el rumbo pierdo
Sin ella me sumerjo en el abismo de la soledad
Es por eso que ella ES MI TODO
Ella... eres TU
Gracias por estos 36 meses que me has dejado compartir a tu lado, llenos de todo tipo de emociones.
Eres y seguiras siendo solo tu, hermosa.
"Un millon de emociones, solo dos corazones y una vida por compartir..."
Wilberth Mena
Como olvidar este día tan... |
Amore mio
Ti amo da morire, sappilo!
Il tuo amore Calvin. Amore mio
Ti amo da morire,... | "My spirit
Becomes aware
Of all heights,
I am mute
In the core of the Sun.
I barter nothing
With time and deeds;
My cosmic play is done."
Thank you for shopping at Sacra Luna. Love |
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