Dear friends, I apologize for my delayed answer to your kind words and gestures toward me and my wife. The truth is Nebula disappeared a few days after the wedding for never coming back. While I thought she needed some time to be alone and to settle for a decision regarding her Mother's fate, it appears she was fighting her own demons. Lady Jancis could trail her within the Shrouds and it's clear to me now that she was lost, seeking for some answers through the gaze of the Twelves and the Sylphs. I don't know exactly what happened. I can only talk about what some people confusedly reported : It seems she fought some witch and lost against her. I do think it's possible she was wrestling with a part of herself we both thought long gone. It looks like something broke within her at this time. She seemed to have no longer been able to see the reality as it was but somehow twisted by some malicious enchantment. I believe she might have been sure that the witch killed our children and began to follow the path opened by those long gone from her family. Thinking of our children being dead, hearing the voices of her deceased Mother and Grandmother, she threw herself from a cliff close to Menphina's sacred stone. I will no longer hear the sound of her laugh, see her smile or wake up bathed by her breathing and it took me some time to only manage to sit down at this table to write those few words. Accepting the reality of what happened is hard for me. While a part of me is still seeking for her presence and expects her to suddenly appear and to ask for some fish for the dinner, I know that I need to find in myself and with the help of my friends, the will to move on and to keep the only promise Nebula ever asked from me : "Keep living for the sake of our children no matter what might happen to me." Some days ago, maybe more than a week now, some Elezen took me to the Coerthas, saying that my presence was requested there. This is where I learned the truth.. But also where I found my children. Alive. I am unsure of what exactly happened as the shock of being fully conscious of Nebbs disappearance stopped me from hearing or even thinking, but I believe they were saved from the cold by those people who might have look for me since then. While the Twins are healthy, thanks to those Elezens' care, they are only seven months and while we were slowly introducing some new sort of food to them, Nebula was still breast-feeding them. For now, my own sister, Mavra, who will give birth soon is giving to them the milk they need, but we need some help on this side as she won't be able to feed three children real soon. Carina talked to me about some herbs and alchemical process which would help any woman to produce some milk. While she is sure that her own mother knew how to do make such a drug herself, her knowledge is now long gone, taken away by what happened to Limsa Lominsa during the Calamity. I request your help. If you know someone who would be able to produce this medicine for us, Carina is willing to be the one who will feed my children until they can be weaned properly while respecting their pace. After thinking over this for days, I believe this would be the best solution for the welfare of my children. For my children and for Nebula's memory, please, help us. Ilwe'ran Hlaiwa